allahlovesme

Once he cheats on you, you'll start to feel disgusted about it. The thought of him kissing another's girls lips is hard to imagine. More so, thought of him doing the things he does with you- as he does it with another person, or saying the words he says to you- to another girl. But above the disgust, the worst feeling is being sad. Because after the internal battle, you'll go through with your heart, Soul and body, all you can do is cry it out. And cry a lot. And cry some more. You might feel like you want to rip off, that charming smile of his face that probably captured, more than a heart, or break his bones as he did to your ego. And th

I can feel this beast building up inside of me, If only you could know what I can be. I always feel it that I am simply locked away, There is no escape from this darkness of everyday. Can there be no hope for us, I've never known a single soul to trust. Now I know a feeling of sorrow and sadness, Since all of this blood and madness. There is no one to love or hold, And yet now I wait for my whole world to unfold. I can never get through that I am not a mindless creature, But nobody cares that you are the ones who make it a blur. I was born into a scary world without a father, Yet I am a grown man now so why do I bother. It just